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Jul. 7th, 2005

05:31 pm - Worried again

Hey...My b-day was yesterday! Yay...17, I'm feeling so...Old. Not "mature"...Old.

I did a really bad thing on the 4th of July...I ditched Kiri for Jenn when we had plans to go to a community thing. I'm such an idiot! Jenn is just using me and I'm letting her! >.<' Kiri is my BFF and I love her like a sister and she doesn't ever use me....So why did I ditch her? BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT! >.<'''I hope she'll forgive me for this horrendous wrong and still come to my b-day party, no present needed. ^_^'

So like I said I'm 17 now, my b-day was nothing special. A trip to Taco Bell, A piece of Cheese Cake, some presents (Really cool ones too! ^.^) and lots of mother-daughter bonding. 'Twas cool. I hope I'm as cool a parent to my kids as they are to me. ^-^

So I met another guy! lol He's sweet and lives in Olympia! He's my age too! ^.^ Which makes me very happy, we're planning to meet sometime hopefully. All I really know is he's cute, kind and Columbian! lol

I really hope my love comes to my b-day party, the other day I cried because of a SONG and the mere THOUGHT of him! It was pretty sad. ^_^' I was at Kats house for a sleep-over too. Like I said, S-A-D, sad.

Well that's all for now!

Current Mood: Yep, I'm just plain nuts

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Jun. 20th, 2005

04:17 pm - So Pissed Off Right Now....>.<'

Okay so I'm really Pissed off at England Boy, his stupid computer game FFXI seems to be more important than me. He's ALWAYS busy with it and hardly ever has time for me. I'm beginning to think I made a horrible mistake trusting a guy like that. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry....Either that or kill someone in a grotesque way.
Anyhoo I bombed my last two finals on purpose because I was gon'na start crying if I spent any more time on schoolwork. That's lovely, isn't it?
About the only good thing happening right now is I get to hang with my friends and my b-day's coming up soon. July 6th baby! Can't wait for all my friends to be busy and not be able to come to my b-day. (sarcasm much?)

Bye -Acrean Derigoss

Current Mood: Just read it, damn it

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Jun. 5th, 2005

05:02 pm - Painted the wall with my Mom. Happy! ^-^

Hey hey! We got yearbooks this Friday, it was fun. We got out early and that accounted for some of the fun but I got to see people I hadn't seen in forever. That was neat.
Yesterday I went shopping and got the swimskirt that I needed and a new pair of pants. I also went to a play at the school with Jennifer and my love was in it. That was akward. Seeing him having so much fun while I was so distraught made me very depressed.
I painted the wall with my Mom today. We had loads of fun on it! In case you don't know "the wall" is a wall I drew plants on and we've been painting it for the past few months now. It's turning out really cool.
Well, better go. See ya' later!

Current Mood: Yeppers

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Jun. 2nd, 2005

10:51 am - In 4th PD

Hi, it's me agian! ^-^ I'm in 4th period and Mr. G. bought the whole class food from the cafeteria! It was really nice of him. I got Doritoes, they're really good! Especially since I'm starving right now! (This is the period before lunch) ^_^'
I've got to get my yearbook soon or I won't have a chance to get one...I can't remember if I already paid or not though. Guess I'll ask my Mom, she'll know for sure.
Whaaaaa....I want my love to reply to my letter...I must remember to remind him, if I can get up the courage that is! >.<'
I called England Boy yesterday! He's got such a sexy voice! ^.^ The only thing is it's really difficult to understand what he's saying...So he had to talk really slow. The bad thing is I used the house phone so now Mom's going to chew me out for calling England. I'm really scared she's gon'na ground me or something because of it. Any suggestions how to get out of this perdicament? Seriously, help is appreciated! ^_^'

Current Mood: Yeah, last paragragh

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Jun. 1st, 2005

02:59 pm - Writing my ramblings

Hey hey! Today was a fairly good day, Kiri wasn't there and that made me sad...but whatever I'm sure she had a good reason for not being there.
My love still hasn't gotten back to me and I'm beginning to wonder if he's avoiding me...Wonder if I should talk to him at lunch tomorrow.
I'm getting a tutor in Japanese and Geometry because I REALLY need it. I stayed after today and got help on my Japanese, my friend was good enough to drive me home.
"Oh I wish I were an Oscar Myer weener...." Not really...^_^'

Current Mood: Yeah....

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May. 31st, 2005

10:28 am - Bored in Rother's class

Hey, it's me. This is my 1st entry so whatever....I'm in Mr. Rothers class and I've finished my assignment early, as usual. Want to know what I'm really thinking? I'm waiting for the love of my life to write me back. I wrote him a note confessing my undying love to him and he hasn't written me back yet. Pretty pathetic, huh? We've dated like 2 or 3 times now and I want him back before he moves 'cause I really do love him. I guess overall I just wanted him to know that I always will love him. But I did kinda' want an answer too. ^_^' Like I said, pathetic, huh?
One of my BFF's, Steph. P. came over yesterday and that was really fun. I hope she's at lunch today, it's always boring without her. ^-^ Well I'd better go now...See ya' later!

Current Mood: Life is boredom right now

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